Ok, my time for a story now...
> my early twenties
> trying college for a second time
> my problem is everytime I make a decision I start to reconsider it and start bitching myself about not trying something different
> end up having literally no motivation to finish anything in life about school
> I hate doing one and only stuff around and around which is pretty the only thing college is about
> could go working, there are some things I can do pretty well and I enjoy them
> I know when a I leave school I would never return or make it to the degree
> everyone in family has a degree and just now I'm being the black sheep for not finishing any school already
> they won't admit it but I know it and I'm sorry for that
> constantly being in stress, high blood pressure etc. starting to be bad
> leaving means giving up
> staying means more time of self-criticism about not doing something different
> I would really like to study much things at one but our school system is not made for someone with such broad-interest spectrum
> maybe I'm just a lazy fuck, at this point I really can't tell difference because I really wan't to get myself up to something but I'm not able to stay three years at the same spot doing one thing
>>17848949
lol you fucking idiot a degree doesnt mean shit anymore. You are literally wasting your time and (parents) resources trying to go to college. It's likely you were pressured and manipulated into going in the first place.You are even guaranteed a fucking job when you get out and you will be paying that shit off for the next fucking 20 years. Welcome to indentured servitude.
>>17848949
Im a jack of all trades, I have like 20+ hobbies which im interested in and could use some of them as carreers but I just chose biochemistry because it was my biggest interest. You can choose one think and quench your thirst for other things.
>>17848957
I don't pay anything, free college here
>>17848949
Learn a trade, become an apprentice, or get special certifications like a commercial diving cert for example if you're interested in something like underwater welding or coast diving.
>>17849245
So you say leave it all behind and fuck studying college?