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It has been 3 years since I split with my ex
I am still hung up on her but getting by. However, I have developed serious issues regarding her.
She has become the sole object of my sexual fantasies, more often than not involving other men. The idea of her with another man destroys me inside yet also turns me on. She was not a slutty girl at all but she loved sex and I accept that she must be getting it on a regular basis. I know she had a boyfriend for a while and it drove me half insane. I am obsessed with the idea her new partners will be better than me in all departments, have massive cocks etc.
I know it is perfectly natural and to be expected that your ex moves on and dates/fucks other people. I don't know why I have such a hard time dealing with it. I have serious attachment/rejection issues which probably stem from childhood. I do not have the emotional maturity to deal with my ex being with other men. The jealousy drives me insane yet at the same time, it has become the only way I can get off alone. I prefer to use my imagination and concoct fantasies involving her rather than other than porn. But even watching porn I try to find women that resemble her etc. Weird thing is I literally can't even picture her properly anymore, she's just a memory now that I can't let go of.
All this stuff makes me feel so fucking pathetic. Its cuck tier shit but its honestly causing me psychological turmoil that spills over into depression. It wouldn't be half as bad if I was getting laid but I'm not, I haven't had sex since she left me.
I need help with this pathetic and embarrassing issue. I need to let her go in general but it honestly feels impossible. What the fuck do I do?
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Hmm if I heard this at a bar, or over some chat app, I would see it as a challenge to make you forget.
I guess that's to say dare to share those thoughts with some other girl, even if you're not too interested in her.
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>>17844998
For real? I would never have the balls to confide this shit with a woman, or even a therapist for that matter
/adv/ is literally the only place I could conceive telling anyone
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You say literally a lot, op.
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>>17845094
I count one usage of the word in this whole wall of text
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>>17845169
See
>>17845044
Once per post so far.
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>>17844969
>The idea of her with another man destroys me inside yet also turns me on
I was like you until this line, she recently fucked my best friend 6 times over the course of 2 years. After she confessed last week im finally over her after thinking about her daily for three years. Maybe you need the same
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>>17845175
Twice = a lot? Both times used to force home a legitimate point.
>>17845190
I honestly think I'd kill myself in that situation. Heartless cunts
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>>17845199
Honestly anon, it took a lot out of me not to bash her face in when she told me.
Silver lining is that I threw two untrustworthy cunts out of my life, shes going to be unhappy because she told her now ex bf of one year and they broke up, shes going to continue finding happiness through dick. Hes going to keep sacrificing friends for pussy and trying to find happiness through pussy. And im currently getting fit and building confidence.
Everything works out in the end I guess.
Also Op you need to fuck or talk to another girl and youll get over her.
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>>17845244
Also I learned not to trust bitches, and spot fucking bullshit and patterns in her lies, like asking her to a party and her saying "whos going" to make sure hes not there.
The three of us actually hung out twice, probably days, maybe even hours after they fucked.
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>>17845257
>The three of us actually hung out twice, probably days, maybe even hours after they fucked.
Fucking piece of shit. I'd have stomped his head in.
Better off without lowlife like that in your life, OP. They always find excuses for their behaviour, women especially always manage to absolve themselves of blame
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>>17844969
The best is when you still have her on snapchat and she takes pics wearing skimpy clothes in the club dancing with big black men
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>>17845290
I'm sure. Thankfully my ex isn't a club slut. I do stalk her social media obsessively, however. Nothing sexy or revealing sadly
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