'Scat' Fetish with Women

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18yr old male, no friends, no partners, basically no social circles. I used to be depressed but no more, I've decided to change my life and help myself.

The thing is, I've come to identify as non sexual, although I enjoy intimacy with someone I care about and I 'might' enjoy sex.

Problem is though, I feel I can get intimate with someone by eating their feces during anal sex. Drinking urine is also something I would like to try. It's not the culinary pleasure (it does taste like shit) and I don't lack any dietary nutrients; However It's the emotional and intimate bond I have with my parnter. I also wasn't emotionally or physically abused by my parents so I don't believe it's a mental disorder.

There was this beautiful, baby faced brown eyed androgynous woman I befriended a couple of years ago. I never felt sexual attraction just by looking at her naked body but the closer I got to her, the more attraction I felt towards her romantically. I can honestly say that none of her bodily fluids disgust me anymore. She's farted, vomited, urinated and it still doesn't repulse me.

If I tell disclose my fetish will it make her disgusted?