Yesterday i went on a date with a girl, i met her online and

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Yesterday i went on a date with a girl, i met her online and on the phone it was awesome, i'm kinda childish and when i came out with stupid questions she said "aww i would eat you", also i'm shy and not very talkative so, the phone was perfect
When i finally met her she was very small and i told her i thought you were taller, she got "mad" because of that because she wrote and said that to me before, i got nervous because i fucked up on the first words, that destroyed all of my confidence, i couldn't think on something to talk about even when we chatted A LOT on the phone, she didn't talk too much, but she said me first i wasn't a very talkative person, we talked somethings though
Anyway, she got into a bad mood and i wasn't cute when i came out with stupid questions, i was an idiot, she didn't even want to talk in a moment, i was talking and all she said it was "as you say"
I acted very innocent and like a child, it was very disappointing deep down, because we chatted about kisses, wet dicks, bites, and a lot of other things, but she didn't start nothing of that and i hadn't the confidence to do it either, so she saw the worst of me, i'm a pussy with girls, i think this is the primary fault of all the date
She invented an excuse to end all, she told me she had time until 9pm but all ended at 7:30pm, we met us at 5:30pm, when i came back to home, we chatted a little and i told her "you said you were a straight talker" and that was the last message she read, after that i told her "i want to know if you would like to see me again", she hasn't opened that message and the two others i sent. I would send her a voice note saying all the things i want to say, and asking her to block me, she probably won't read though

>tl;dr i want help not to be a pussy when it comes to physical contact, kisses, hugs and all that