Posting this here to make my mark known:
2016 has been the worst year of my life. I'm starting antidepressants and anti anxiety meds soon. I hope they work.
If by this time in 2017 my meds don't make a difference, I am put on academic probation, if I am not given a serious life-changing reason to live, I really will kill myself this time.
Nearly at the end of the road here. Here's to a better year.
>>17832097
Meds don't work miracles alone. You have to take an advantage of whatever control they give you to improve/change your life in other respects. Expecting medication to solve all your issues will always lead to a disappointment.
Also,
>I am not given a serious life-changing reason to live
Nothing is given in life, you have to figure this shit our yourself.
Good luck. Hope it works out in the end.
>>17832108
By that I mean if some miracle doesn't happen that is out of my control, I.E. somebody coming into my life or something extraordinary that I didn't cause. Something to raise my spirits when I can no longer do so.
And I just need the meds to stop me from wanting to be dead all the time. At this point I already am dead, my body is just a lifeless husk that floats around on its own. I need to feel happy. Then I will be able to force myself through life again.
>>17832097
where was this picture taken? also good luck
>>17832161
No idea
>>17832097
>anti anxiety meds soon.
that shit might work but meditation might work too. and meditation costs nothing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1Kph9R6y1E
Try lsd