Dear anons,
I am a social introvert, an awkward sort of person who wants to die. I don't want to die for my families sake, but I don't see the point in continuing life otherwise. I don't have the energy or emotional capacity to seek fulfilling relationships. I have no clue how to reforge my passion for my own dreams and creativity.
I have job, hate job, only covers maybe half my life budget but good benefits. Was going to go to school but fuck student loans.
Wut do?
>>17827832
Find a less draining job maybe?
idk. It's a terrible place to be in, and you have my sympathy.
>>17827865
OP here.
I am seeking one as we speak. Other than this I have no idea what to. I want to re-kindle the spark of passion I've had before in my life but it seems I'm literally forcing it. I don't want to hurt the people who love me but I need something else to hold on to. Something that let's me bond with other peoples, kek.
>>17827898
What were you passionate about beforehand?
>>17827899
Music, love, connecting with other people who believed the world could and should be a better place.
>>17827948
Get back into music then. Music players tend to care a fair bit about making the world better.