>105 kg
>poor
>2 good friends
>autist no one understands me
>doesnt listen to music
>fell in love with a girl for the first time in 7 years but i cant do anything
>failed all my college exams
>heavy alcoholic
>everyone hates me except the 2 friends
>when i get home i get yelled at and ignored if i need something
>no life goal
>cant feel emotion anymore
>everyday is the same for me im dead inside
>tryin to change but everytime i do i lose it all
>i seek friends now from witch i can benefit
>virgin
what should i do with my life i have no will to continue since im a total failure
ive considered suicide but cant seem to do it
PLS help me anons
talk about the girl, why is that you can't do anything?
browse /fit/
lose weight
stop heavy drinking
talk to friends outside of your circle
Everything else will fall into place as long as you set the goals for yourself.
well we have tried but it didnt work out i liked her a lot still do a little but she didnt i changed a lot for her lost weight,started listening to metal which i dont really like let my hair grow and everything but in the end from my perspective it looked like i dont deserve her even though everyone said she didnt deserve me
consider:
exercising more (jogging), meditating, seeking help from psychiatrists & therapists (this has been helping me), maybe find god or something can b any religion
when i worked out i lost 7 kg in 1 month i was eating only rice and potatoes with some fish
i dont have the will now to exercise i had motivation back then but now i dont also dunno how to tell my doctor about being depressed its kinda weird in here
>slavic lands
and dont know how much it would cost