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Nothing ever goes the way I want it to. Everything. No matter what.
Every time I put a little effort into something. Every fucking time. From school, to relationships. It never goes my way. I put all my effort in- and it's almost like somewhere along the line my mind just fails me.
I'm nothing. I'm not worth it. I have nobody. I have a "small group of friends", as any secretly lonely person like me says.
I say one thing, and my mind says another. I don't even feel hate anymore anons. That was the driving force of my life for a while. Hate, revenge, and anger. Now there's nothing. Sadness. Self-pity. Jealousy. I'm back to square one.
I feel weak. I feel venerable. I feel jealous. I fantasize about a life I'll never have. I'm not normal. I don't know if I want to be normal either.
My face isn't that unattractive. My body is. My personality is (if you could even call it one; its a fucking void). I'm a fucking ghost, anons. I'm nothing. I lurk here. I lurk everywhere.
This is at a terrible time of my life. I'm deciding on colleges, I have finals, and everything's coming to an end in this rat rice to work until you're 50, retire, and die.
I'm not smart. I'm not that athletic. I'm not model-tier looking. I'm a fucking phantom blip on the radar. I'm an error. I'm a miscalculation.
Want to known the worst part?
I don't know what to do. I want to just cease to exist. Just cease to exist.
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>>17814648
Yeah, me too.
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>>17814648
>things are hard
>I might have to do something that is out of my comfort zone
>Nah, better kill myself instead
Every teenager ever these days, I swear. Mom didn't pack me hot pockets in my lunch box. Better slit my wrists. My friend said two words to me the other day - they must hate me. Better kill myself.
Just do it already if you're gonna do it. But you're not - you're coming to websites like this to look for advice on how to make things better, except most of the time it's advice none of you want to hear because it: A - implies that you have things wrong with you and B - you might have to do something to fix them, and C - that stuff might take a while and be difficult to do.
Life requires effort. Stuff doesn't always go your way. Sometimes you have to weather through the bullshit for things to get sorted out. But this is the generation of instant gratification, so there's no such thing as patience anymore. Or willpower, or determination. Just press some buttons on my phone and hope to be entertained or get laid.
Do something, kid. Time waits for no man. Stop living for hatred, 'cause that's what got you into your mess in the first place.
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>>17814648
Yeah, that's pretty much exactly the same as how I feel, except for the fact I know for certain a normal life wouldn't make me happy at all. But otherwise it's the complete same.
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>>17814796
You think you are deep, that what you posted helps.
It doesn't.
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>>17814810
No, I don't think I am either of those things. It's more of a "this is what the current generation is/expects/does."
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>>17814796
>hurr durr life ain't fair kid man up
Eat shit faggot, sometimes life is shit and it doesn't have a good excuse. There's nothing wrong with being unhappy about something bad. He wasn't even complaining about anything in particular, most of all he was just complaining about himself. What's your problem?
>>17814815
>muh current generation
Oh, that explains it.
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>>17814815
Oh, so we are sad and lonely just because it's a generational thing and not because we can't do things without failing?
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>>17814820
Watch the teenagers band together to hunt down the elusive and dangerous person that is older than them!
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>>17814834
pic related it's you
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>>17814796
OP here. You're misunderstanding a lot of things, but I agree. I know that it could be worse. I'm a lot better than I used to be.
I just don't know why this is constant. This is the second night I've cried myself to sleep. Have a stable day, but everything comes crashing down mentally at the end of the day.
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>>17814903
Holy shit these loser kids have a different way of coping than I do.
Time to complain about it on the internet.
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>>17814919
>coping
>"This generation is crap"
Go back to sleep, grandpa.
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I've been through tough shit before. I know I'll make it.
The future that I want is so unstable. Nothing in stone.
My family is pushing me into a career that I know I don't want. They're afraid of change. I want the opposite of what they want. I just can't handle this shit. Sitting here in this backwater, useless town, and rotting.
I'm a nervous shitposting wreck right now, sorry for the misspelled words.
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