How do I find a goal in life? Nothing attracts me.

You just try different things until you find something that attracts you. Figure out what gives you joy and happiness. Love yourself and take care of yiur biddy and mind.

>>17814504
what makes you sad that you dont have

Join the military. Let uncle Sam choose your goals for you.

>>17814504
Think about the people whom you respect.
Take the time for self-improvement until you reach their level.

Repeat as necessary.

>>17814528
Self esteem. Skills.

>>17814538
I already served as a medic for three years in my national army (Not a 'murican).

At that point find a religion like "death to the world" Christianity.