My girlfriend (the first I got) is two years older than me, but

>>17814481
That's some broken ass English where are you from?

>>17814588
excuse my english, I'm spanish

>>17814481
Get side girls and say you don't care if she cheats because you'll just leave her.

Or just tell her if she ever cheats you'll just leave and find someone better

DIS INGLEESH ARE PAINFOOL

First I'm going to rewrite your post so that you can see proper grammar and improve your English.

>My girlfriend (the first I have had) is two years older than me,and she explained to me many times she really loves me and I play an important role in her life because her ex (the first she had) cheated on her
>She says I'm everything she was looking for and I really feel glad because of that but...
>When I was a child, I see how my dad cheated on mom with a woman from his work, she forgived him but there always existd a certain kind of insecurity from mom with Dad. I grew up watching all that and, sometimes, when my gf doesn't answer the phone, messages don't get to her or she goes out with their friends (women) I feel something burning inside me, killing me
>I said women because she hates people (men?), she's not social and there exists two great points
>1. we think the same things about cheating; we see the cheating as really evil
>2. she told me a lot of times she could never be capable of cheating on me
>How can I deal with anxiety?
>At what point should I really feel scared?
>Thanks /adv/

Work on using past tense for your verbs. Your English is a little broken, but it's better than my Spanish. Keep it up and you'll be fluent in no time.


Now to answer your question: I think a big source of your anxiety comes from personal insecurity. Worrying about if she is going to cheat doesn't change if she will or not. All you can do is let go of the fear and realize if she does she's the bad one not you, and it isn't your fault, and that there will be other people in the world.

Control your fears anon. Work on your self confidence and self improvement. If you're happy with yourself as a person, even if she leaves your life you'll do just fine.

>>17814724
>forgived

>>17814724
Thanks