Im going to kill myself

You have a boyfriend who loves you, so you're doing better than me, and I don't want to kill myself. Find a hobby to get into like obscure music or something.

>>17785085

You probably even aren't that ugly, just have crippling self-esteem issues or BDD. If it genuinly makes you consider suicide, go see a therapist. No one's so ugly they should kill themselves.

I'm gonna tell you something I told myself a long time ago: If something bothers you for a long period of time, or is on your mind constantly, do something about it.

Yeah, it's the easy way out, fuck em. Put all your heart into your main objective; earn money and go with the cosmetic surgery.

Stop fucking complaining about it, and actually do something about it. You already sound convinced about what to do, why are you here.

>>17785085
Seriously do NOT kill yourself. Achieve those goals that is an amazing start. Just always keep in mind how blown away everyone will be after the cosmetic surgery. Maybe think about going on anti depressants they truly do help

>>17785116
you are completely right. How do I even get plastic surgery? What makes me anxious is setting everything up. Do I email the surgeon? That would be easier for me.

>>17785085
Lmao. Some people have larger problems and they don't kill themselves. You should try meditating on the fact that you're making yourself feel like shit and it will omly be you. I think it's called emotional intelligence. Get learning.

>18
>kill myself
Ha to be young again...
In all seriousness, gurl, you are fucking young. You saw nothing of life yet. It's like it's 6am for you if life was counted as a day. The sun hasn't even set yet.
Just chill the fuck out.

Wow you're such a cunt, if i see you, be sure you won't have a face to care of anymore.

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>girl
>boyfriend
>b but I'm so ugly guys :(

If you can't handle easy mode you may as well end it. Plus things will get worse for you as you age. You're in your prime right now, and if things are really that bad for you now, there's no point in you carrying on

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>>17785085
Your problem is that you are obsessed with how you look, when the rest of the world could not care less. 98% of the population is either average or ugly, and still they manage to hook up and fall in love regularly.
Your life is not about YOU.
It's about what you can contribute.
Become an artist and donate your earnings to kids who have cancer etc. You simply need a purpose. Being beautiful is a stupid and vapid goal. Liz Taylor was considered beautiful but died a fat ugly old saggy hag. Andy Warhol laughed about how ugly he was and his art will live forever.
Don't be so vain. Blind people aren't. Date a blind dude, show him your heart, and stop whining about things that are not important. Even if you turned into the most beautiful person on earth tomorrow, your personality would turn most people off.

>>17786924
I have a great personality.