Well what is your advice
>>17780207
Why do it?
>>17780207
I'd say it's a permanent solution for a temporary problem. but hey, it's up to you. if you're in too much pain to go on I'd say try and get medicated. try some xanax. it will almost certainly take the pain away but you'll be on it maybe the rest of your life, or maybe just until you sort your shit out. some days I think about going down to the gun range and blowing my own brains out so. I dunno man. life is funny
you should try bungee chord instead.
p.s. I love you homie
I'm not killing myself until I'm 40. Neither should you.
>>17780207
You made a shitty noose. You're more likely just to break your neck and be a cripple for the rest of your life.
I suggest don't bother, tried it once and slipped right through it do to my fat fuckin' neck and inability to tie knots.
>>17780218
Because I hate myself because I'm worthless
>>17780224
No
>>17780229
No
>>17780241
No
>>17780250
Maybe.
do you hate females?
Don't choose such a shitty way to die, for one.
Life has the meaning that you make for it. Once you realize that, you can realize that you create your own worth and meaning. There is a lot for you to experience if you would just give it a chance.
Also that is a really shitty noose. Even if it was a good one, hanging is a terrible way to die. Get some meds or something to OD on if you must, but it's just a waste of life.
I'm sorry OP. May you rest in peace if you decide to leave this world. We're all in pain.
>>17780207
Go for it, if you're too weak to handle all that suffering life caused you, is causing you or will cause you in the future. But if you're not, endure it and you'll end up stronger, while also having the possiblity of having a bright future.
>>17780361
This.
If you do however, decide to off yourself;
Rest easy, my dude.
Improper knot, beam won't hold weight, and don't do it because we all suffer and it makes people better.
Honestly, enjoy some cannabis or some other recreational drug of choice and see if you still want to off yourself.
Life itself is full of suffering, and it's up to each and every one of us to deal with it in our own ways. I hope you can find a reason to not do it OP. No matter how shitty this life is, you have no guarantee of anything after death. At least blow all your money on travelling or sensual debauchery before going through with it.
Get some insulation on that she'd it's gonna be terribly cold in the winter.