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I'm stuck in a room which has no door and is sensitive to noise throughout the entire house.
My parents always put on loud music which I can hear at almost any volume, gossip about me and my siblings and others at work.
On top of that, when I'm trying to focus to work and I've communicated such to my parents (especially my mother), I am ignored and they start asking me irrelevant, dull questions trying to be "social". Every time I tell them to fuck off because I'm studying, they have some little sulk until I say sorry, or they ignore what I said and blackmail me to socialise to eat in some sort of "jokey" way.
I feel so aggravated with them because they expect so much from my studies yet are so reluctant to offer real support.
I've gotten to the point of swearing at my mother and personally degrading her to make her stop, but she somehow is relentless and compulsive and interprets it as me being upset for some obscure, vague, superstitious reason.
What the fuck do I do
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Dunno what there is to do. You can't change people and I am testament to this. Just leave the house if your parents are incompetent. It is what I'm trying to do now. I wish parents were built into you so you didn't have to be dependent on two potentially damaged people to teach you how to live.
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>>17776028
I have another year to go before I can leave and I've realised now that they've gone abroad how much I prefer lone company. I can actually study with real efficiency instead of constantly worrying whether she'll ask something ridiculous midway through a project like 'i loved your grandma... i really did'
I mean for fuck's sake, either I become a complete sociopath and use them or I go through some depressive episode which they'll probably ignore.
All my other siblings are majorly depressed and mentally fucked, my parents of course refuse to take any responsibility. Reassure me that they're "handling it" by giving teenage and cheap advice to them, forcefully ruling out any of their own intuitions
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>>17776012
Oh your parents I'm betting are clueless as to the actual nature of our global culture of self centered ego mania.
What country are you in?
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>>17776034
Is fear of a hedonistic lifestyle a reason to neglect your children's upbringing?
My parents were also scared of ego mania. Instead they went to become religious maniacs and now all my family is mentally fucked. Me included of course but I am gonna get a therapist. Nobody else in my family sees their mental illness as what it really is. But hey. At least they'll go to paradise. That's what life's for eh. Who cares about happiness and logic when you have God and emotionally immature parents.
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>>17776012
my brother had that problem, he would be chilling on his computer or studying and she coems in nagging him about a wife and moving out(every day). he also had a blanket as his door. honestly theres not much you can do, not even chores will make them respect you. just move out. oh and this is random but choline is a nice calm drug for studying and focusing. makes u feel clear and happy and u feel vivid feelings.
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>>17776048
Well there are more than a few backward thinkers in the world. If anything they're gifting you with the powers of patience and stoicism in the face of unbridled ignorance. Stay strong. Never let them see you down.
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