cheated on my gf; totally lost

edit: 3 weeks no contact

>>17769535
how did you even let her know lol
also is any white person involved in this story?

we're both white.

I've been keeping a journal for the past 4 years because I went crazy and that was the only thing that helped. Of course, like a retard I had to make sure it went in.

She sensed a growing distance between us and her suspicion led her to read it when I left it in my bag on accident.
Yes, I am that stupid.

damn man, talk to her

monogamy is a difficult thing and things like these happen. putting a dick in somebody else's pussy is not nice, but it doesnt mean you dont love her

We actually hooked up twice over the weekend as I was moving all of my shit out.
Decided 3 weeks from yesterday of no contact is the best way to determine where my head's at.

Even after she found out she said she still loves me. I'm really sick atm and she was concerned I wouldn't be able to take care of myself (hence the reason I spent the night twice).

Now I'm officially out and doing my own thing.

>>17769535
How do I get your Job?
Sounds like heaven for a recovering autist.

>>17769641
It kind if does mean that. He may still be attached and attracted to her but love is not a decision he has made concerning her if he slept with someone else.