At my school prom, I was voted "40 year old virgin", and while I was never exactly an outcast and could have a good laugh with normies, I rarely went to their parties. A few people later said they voted for me because they knew I'd be able to take the banter, but I don't feel comfortable with it considering I was always kind of viewed as this benevolent, but fucking odd, eccentric.
ill be real real here
are you ugly/fat?
>>17769345
>don't feel comfortable with it
Just smirk as if you were being given blowjob.
Plus you are going to university right? plenty of time to grow into a better person.
besides its gonna be alright
you're at the very least 18
you can go to university/get a job and start a new life and noone will know the aspie you were
>>17769345
>benevolent
>>17769445
Nope, skinny/ginger, socially awkward, extroverted and class clown but also miserable and plagued with anxieties.
>>17769460
kek you are a paradox!
just go to the gym - within a couple of months you'll feel a bit more confident
its normal for humans to have anxieties - its part of evolution.
take comfort into knowing your not alone.
when you get to uni it'll get better - people become more mature - they want friends cus they too are starting out in a place where they know onone so they wont resort to bullying.
what i find with highschool bullying is that its mostly 'just a joke/banter' to the bullies - they dont hate you specifically they just use people for a quick laugh out of social insicurities they have.
trust me - ive been in a sorta similar boat