need to kill myself

Even combined with alcohol, you need a metric fuckton of Xanax to kill yourself. You'll just blackout most likely.

Don't fucking kill your self with a train, that will be traumatic as hell for the river and you'll fuck up the train system for the whole day.

Have you considered not killing yourself?

>>17768502
>boo hoo it might ruin someones day

yeah ive not killed myself for about 21 years now and im getting sick of this shit

>>17768504

Bitch it's a trauma for the driver. I know an old man who drove trams all his life until the day he ran over some suicidal fuck. He retired and couldn't get over it for years. Never drove trams again, never had a fulfilling job since then. He loved his job and had passion. Now he's a bitter gramp because of someone like you.

If you're too much of a pussy to kill yourself, don't expect others to unwillingly do it for you, you inconsiderate shit

>>17768504
>Someone's day
>Driver gets PTSD
>Loses job
>Wife leaves, takes dog and kids
>Alone, becomes homeless
>Kills himself
Gee golly sir, surely accidentally running some coward fuckwad would only be a days worth of stress!
You're 21? Maybe you should grow the fuck up. Whatever your problems are right now I guarantee without knowing even one thing about you, they're fixable or at least manageable.
Gathered from your response you're a typical channer who is as self centered as depressed, so some advice? Get off 4chan because it's a a mind control shithole for idiots like you, get a job, and pay for therapy. Make your life happen and stop for 5 minutes a day and consider other people have to eat the shit sandwich every day too.

>>17768498
Step 1: buy helium and CPAP mask.
Step 2: fill bathtub with ice.
3: Call emergency services and tell then you're killing yourself and for them to get the organs.
4: Put on mask.

Painless.