DOORMAT CHRONICLES

>>17762914
>Things didn't go out and we didn't start a relationship basically because I was too clingy and jelly
>jelly
I'm not even going to bother reading the rest

>"Did you give up? "
it's precisely what it means. she wants to know if you're going to continue being a thirsty, clingy creep or if you've slowed down and matured enough to provide her with a friendship she obviously values or valued at one point. she's saying there is zero chance you will ever be romantically involved but that she still wants to be your friend if you can get a handle on your sperging out.

although from what it sounds like, at this point you've poisoned the well and are better off just cutting your losses. the time for a neutral, platonic relationship as equals has long passed and in some corner of her mind she will always remember and think of you as the pathetic, snivelling little weakling who couldn't gracefully take no for an answer. it's likely she'll never respect you again as a friend, much less as a romantic partner.

There is one but. She never ever initiated conversations. After our dates there was nothing to remind of old "friendship" because she wouldn't see me and would rarely respond to my DM's or if she did in such cases then with a blunt sentence or a word. That was the reason I sperged out in the first place telling her that her friendship theory wouldn't hold up. Why would she even waste time?

>>17762957
how much time is wasted, exactly? in her mind, she most likely saw it as taking a chance on some guy on the internet. you obviously didn't pan out and it was probably painfully obvious even from the first "date" that it wasn't going to work. she regretted her decision and was trying to figure a way out of it. women can be brusque when they're trying to figure shit like that out. it's their weak, indirect way of subliminally letting you know that you're not making the cut.

stop being a fucking autist and just let it go. whatever fairy tale you formulated in your mind is not going to touch base with reality in a million lifetimes, much less this one.

>>17762975
She blocked me once. Might as well do it again.

>>17762975
If she saw me as complete and utter turn off why would she fuel things up a month after I had stopped my autismothon completely? What was the point if I was a turn off in the first place?

bump for interest

>>17763007
>she wants to know if you're going to continue being a thirsty, clingy creep or if you've slowed down and matured enough to provide her with a friendship she obviously values or valued at one point.
go back and actually read instead of scanning with your confirmation goggles on.