I just lost my jon. I worked at a petrol station, and after an exhausting exam week I went into a shift, and was sitting on 4chan incognito mode.
Looking at /tv/ and /v/, /fa/ and /b/. Also /s/ and /hc/ cause I'm a creeper. While on this shift, dead as fuck tired I took a pack of cigarettes from the store.
Anyway, the owner had camera set up that spotted it, and he went through the tapes trying to find something else and saw me taking it. Then he saw that I had looked at porn on the pc.
So I'm done there. Fired as fuck. Fired from this, and last two jobs for having a shift where im super tired or something and doing something fucking dumb.
Im so retarded. Feel like killing myself right now, I can never do anything right. Has anyone else had an experience like this? How do you stay on track in jobs and not just fucking plow it all away the minute you have a bad day?
>I lost my Jon
Next time dont abuse Odie
Looking at porn and stealing cigarettes from your job is not something that you can blame on tiredness. Your stupidity goes far beyond being able to blame exhaustion
>>17757179
>I just lost my jon
Someone took your toilet?
You fucking stole from your employer, that is fucking literally the ONLY thing they expect from wage slaves are you kidding?
You're right, you are retarded and deserve the boot you got. But here's the thing, it aint fucking hard not to steal and browse the fucking internet on the job. Especially the former. So here's an idea, go get yourself another pitiful minimum wage job, just don't even put down the gas station job on your resume because you fucked yourself out of a reference obviously, and just don't fucking steal shit.
Life is hard, I know you're tired, but you're there to work. So fucking work.
>>17757209
>>17757188
Yes I'm an utter cretin, I know.
I can only tell 4chan about this since its so fucking shameful.
Like he said Im from a mostly good family, I dont know why im like this. I'm able to complete university course just not act like a normal human.
>>17757209
>tfw stole from my employer every day for a year and never got caught
MOM
>>17757179
A job like that is kinda hellish. You have to find work that actually keeps you occupied. Sitting behind a register all day makes stupid shit seem like a good idea
So I can understand the porn well enough, I guess, though you should've at least covered your tracks better. But come on man, the cigarettes were just stupid. How much does a pack even cost where you live? Why couldn't you have just paid for them? Learn a lesson from this shit, there's no such thing as a small/inconsequential theft, stealing is stealing and will be treated as such.
>>17757230
>Sitting behind a register all day makes stupid shit seem like a good idea
No. Plenty of us have made it through this hell without pulling shit like this. OP needs to grow up.
OP, I've worked many shit jobs, from retail to food service to call centers. You need to be able to bite the bullet and turn into a robot. Let nothing faze you- turn your brain off and turn into a machine. I've worked my way up from the bottom at a large financial institution and make bank, work from home whenever I want, have awesome coworkers, and am looking at another promotion soon.
>>17757262
This. Neither exhaustion nor boredom is an excuse for this behaviour. Nothing short of genuine retardedness is.