I can never realy feel relaxed, i fap, i play games, i read, i drink tea, i rest but i never feel relaxed.
First, congratulations for being sensitive enough to realize that you feel this way. Most people don't and therefore never take steps to solve the problem.
Second, you have existential anxiety. Most people have it. The only effective counter to it that I have found is buddhist meditation.
Take a look at this video and see if it helps.
https://youtu.be/JBcLkrovRp8
>>17755608
Erm i cant really say i feel anxius about that. I'm pretty nihilistic.
Do a body scan.
http://www.mindful.org/the-body-scan-practice/
Also get a massage. From a massage therapist, preferably.
>>17755632
I can't help you beyond showing you how to help yourself. Sorry.
>>17755642
It's ok bro