So I think my Ex-Girlfriend is scared of me?

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She broke up with me out the blue a month ago, and since then we've just been on/off arguing, but this morning I found out the real reason. Backstory?

>Before me, she was single for a year, never had anything serious. I come along, 8 months together, was her first kiss and first everything else.
>We were really close, opened up to each other, I always treated her good and done cute things for her blah blah blah.
>But at some point she kissed a guy, she admitted it to me right away, was crying, but she write me a 3 page letter of how sorry and stupid she is, we get back together up until a month ago.

I seen her yesterday for a bit, kept things light, gave her a hug and that was it. But suddenly she had a change in her mood and she told me when she hugged me "all the bad comes back to her", I said what bad, and she said "when I grabbed her that time". This is back when she cheated on me, I was upset, she started walking off and I tried to stop her, because I was like wtf shouldn't I be the one to walk away. She tried pushing me away to get past me but I held onto her and this all built up until she screamed at me to let her go. She said I really hurt her. I just don't know how this has been affecting her all this time (she don't like or see her dad so maybe he treated her like shit?).

I've told her how sorry I am, and that I didn't know she was keeping it in this whole time. And that I never meant to hurt her, emotions were running high that day and it got the best of me but that's still no excuse, because I hurt the thing that was closest to me. Told her I feel pathetic and if she no longer feels safe with me, then that's a mistake I have to live with. I just owned up to it, but she tells me sorry isn't good enough and just wants me to go away.

I know she still loves me, but what can I do? Do I just disappear for a while and not contact her?