I am in dire straits and probably not looking for help in a terrific place. Last few years I have experienced tactile hallucinations / delusions / depression. Thought government was watching, thought a group was experimenting on me from a distance, even went as low as believing the group was aliens. I don't have any crazy thoughts such as that anymore, but one thing has stayed with me; feeling like something is crawling all over me, like ants or more closely spiders. At one point it was so bad that it felt like there were giant worms crawling into my ears. It is absolutely horrifying. I have a force that is almost contradictory to myself, like it is an antagonistic force trying its best to destroy me. Obviously it's just my mind, but it just seems that way to me. Again, I have lived like this for years and it's killing me. Is this full on schizo, or is it a different mental illness? Also is it even worth getting a diagnosis? I read schizo meds are ridiculously expensive and that worries me
Go to a fucking doctor.
> I read schizo meds are ridiculously expensive
Then get one medicaid or some shit. if you're this crazy I'm sure you don't have a job or anything, should be easy.
I do have a job, and have been employed at my current workplace for a year this february.
>>17745969
Dude, go visit a doctor, like seriously. It does sound like schizophrenia but you need a prescription for meds like that.
>>17746017
Then you're not that crazy. Stop being an attention whore and shutup.
Or you could still qualify for medicaid depending how little you make. Or get health insurance or whatever.
I'll try my best to, I just have a lot of worries. But you're probably right
I meant that reply to seeing the doctor
>>17745969
>i am in dire straits
goddamn nigga, you guys are fucking great? c-can i have an autograph p-please?
what?
>>17746039
Nothing for money, and schizo for free.