I'm turning 20 next Monday, the 14th. I have nothing to really show for it as far as life progression
I worked a decent job for a coupledom months, I have two cars and a motorcycle, but that's it
No gf
Not in school
Now working a fast food job
No friends
Im 50/50 on suicide. Helium looks easy, but sometimes I think about it and how my parents would react and I tear up.
But I'm also miserable. Should I suffer so no one else has to, or should I end my suffering?
>>17740959
Military?
Do you have 2 cars just because or because they are both unreliable pieces of shit? Still, sell one or the bike. You are throwing away $50-100 a month on insurance.
>>17740972
Only one car is insured, and my bike isn't either.
I only drive around one vehicle, because I'm currently fixing the other car, and I'm taking a motor cycle safety course next week to be able to ride my bike.
I may go into the military
>>17741970
Bump 2.0
no you shouldn't kill yourself
go achieve something ffs, it's not that hard
set a goal and do it
sorry you're sad btw