Grew up without a father, thoroughly pussified in my younger years. I went from being a shy pussy to a silent autistic porn addict. Is there anyway to undo the autism? Most people think I'm normal on first glance ive been working out for 3 years and am pretty toned but as soon as I speak to someone it's like a frag grenade goes off in my head. My voice is light I say retarded shit, complete train wreck with woman reguardless of how hot or busted they are. I can talk normal when I'm among friends. But new people or chicks it's like ptsd. Help
>tfw a silent autistic porn addict
I need help too
>TRIGGERED
I don't like how you use pussy as a negative concept to describe your own insecurities.
Well first lay off the porn and get a sense of reality back. And treat people like you'd treat your friends. Say whatever pops into your head, if they run away, so be it. There are plenty of fish in the sea and your life us too short to be someone you are not. Eventually a girl will laugh at your autistic ways, find it cute etc.. You just need to stop being so damn self-conscious and embrace yourself for what you are.
>>17734082
>>17734086
What kind of porn?
>>17734104
Old on young gay porn or old on old.
>>17734106
ha
go into detail about your fantasy
>>17734082
Read these books:
No More Mr Nice Guy
Models (the one about honesty)
How to Win Friends and Influence People
>>17734089
Not op.
It means being femenine and submisive wich in nature at least for humans is a female trait.
But you already knew that.
>>17734106
Nothing super weird. Just want a middle aged hairy chubby man to cuddle with.
Funny thing is I would stare at a man for minutes straight until he would catch me doing so. He probably guessed i liked him. And let me hug him real tight when we would meet. Too bad i dont see him since he retired.