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Hi /adv/
This is my first time posting here and Im not even sure this is the right place for this but I need you input.
When I was young (early teens) I lived with a group of friends for a few months. Or atleast I thought they were my friends. Point is they were pretty bad guys. Assholes desu.
Ive always thought of myself as an immensely strong person. And Ive always had high self esteem, an inflated ego even, although quite justified given Ive always been smarter than pretty much everyone around me.
And yet I have a problem.
The fact that I let those assholes bully me for three months bothers me much more than I could possibly describe to you in one post. I feel angry, bitter and somehow impeded in life.
How do I get over that?
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>>17733157
Bump
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>>17733157
That's not the rightest way to do this but if you're as smart as you say, you can plan a way to make them lose their face. The rightest way though is to make new friends.
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>>17733214
>you can plan a way to make them lose their face.
I havent seen them for 6 years. One guy left the school the year after, the other got expelled. We live on different continents now. This was back in boarding school.
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Perhaps your "inflated ego" is abother word for "outwardly compensating for my insecurities?" If you were really headstrong you wouldn't be letting things that happened six years ago bother you. They live in another continent? All the more reason to just let it go, anon.
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>>17733273
>inflated ego" is abother word for "outwardly compensating for my insecurities
You might be right on that one
>just let it go, anon.
God knows I've tried. But desu it's not about anger or revenge at this point.
What if Im damaged somehow now and will never be who Im supposed to be because of it?
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>>17733157
Well the simple answer is don't think about them. I know it's hard because it just makes you mad but I've been through this exact thing. If it was just for that little time, it shouldn't be a problem.
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>>17733363
Not OP but i have problems like this all the time. People who i thought as friends fucked my girlfriend at the time, stole some of my propertym and fucked me over in the long run. And a my mother who i just can't forgive. I think about dying but chicken out every last time I try. The thought of dying is probably the most reoccurring thought I have.
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>>17733379
This is a completely different thing than what OP has. You should go to a therapist for that anon. Even go talk to a real friend about that stuff. It really helps. I've been through some traumatic shit in my life and that's the only way it'll make you feel better.
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>>17733393
A therapist would cost a good bit of money. And I dont have a "real" friend. I have friends, but i always feel like it would be imprper to tell them about my life story.
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>>17733379
>>17733396
OP here. Actually that sounds pretty fucking similar to what Im going through. Although not as bad I guess.
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