I am really struggling to find the will power to keep living.

My advice is to change something major about your situation. I don't mean "hit the gym" or "diet" or something like that (although you could choose those). I mean, move someplace new, start a big project, cut bad people out of your life, start hanging out in a new place (like a pool hall, even if you don't play pool), that type of thing.

Old saying: the definition of insanity is to do the same thing over and over again and expect different results. You gotta change something. Now.

>>17732278
There is someone who I can cut out of my life who will lessen the hardship.

But I have a strong emotional bond to them and it's hard to come to terms that leaving is the right thing to do.

>>17732281
You aren't talking about something small, like an awkward situation, you're talking about something big-- the biggest thing, in fact-- your will to live.

Trust me I have been there. My situation was that I was stuck in a band with some bad dudes who were keeping me from realizing my true potential. I was in the biggest funk of my life before I quit that band. Take from that what you will

>>17732291
Jfmsu

Still want to die