>when was the last time you were happy?

about two months ago.

i don't know what happened. it just worse and worse.

Cant remember , I cant stop thinking about taking pills/drugs to feel happy, to feel something i just feel tired all the time.

3 years.
Weed didn't work.
Pills don't work.
It's all starting to look very very bleak.

Circa 2008-09. I had friends then.

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Last week before my ex dump me

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When I last spent time with my cousins, over a half a year ago. They were the light of my otherwise miserable life.

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I thought I was happy in my recent relationship but, yeah, no.

I'm happy as fuck right now.

Last night when I was playing BF1 with my best friend, and I'm going to get wasted at his brothers birthday party this week.
My future may be bleak but my mood sure isn't

>>17732179
that's awesome!
>>17732175
can you define what are the things that make you happy?

Can't remember, more than 10 years ago? And I mean genuinely happy as in without any worry.

My best advice for any depressed anons is to work hard to be able to sustain yourself and your hobby, gain independence, and just enjoy what you enjoy doing.
Things like gfs and friends can come when you're happier with yourself, girls ain't gonna be into a gloomy af guy

>>17732115

I'm happy now. Took a long time to get here, but that somehow just makes it feel even better now.

Today when Titanfall 2 finally came in the post on my day off.
Recently suffered a bout of depression and suicidal thought so I took the year out and got a job.

Work as a retail assistant in a pharmacy, I mostly bring shit up and down from the store room, price items and server customers.
Can be boring though
I work 9-6 and only have two days off a week but my coworkers are great to banter with and my boss is pretty cool.

>>17732115
Never

Last time I felt ok was on the first 2 days on wellbutrin but then it stopped

>>17732253
If I enjoyed doing things I wouldn't be depressed

>>17732115
First few years of college.

Though that was blissful ignorance, not true happiness.

Depressed guy, never been happy, only have tasted happiness through a few joints and xanax pills since april, last joint I smoked was monday, so I'd say monday