Friends found my porn

>How do I move on with my life?
You have to stop punishing yourself for what you like.

I do not recommend you stop masturbating, even if you feel guilt afterwards I because it is still healthier to continue doing so than to stop masturbating, feeling depressed plus pent up sexual frustration wont help you. Do you have an active sexual partner? Because for some people, they can get over these guilty feelings quickly when they meet someone who loves sex and loves having sex with the person, which boost self esteem and helps a person love themselves more and rationalizing themselves out of their guilt. If you dont have a sexual partner your plan for diet and exercises is good because it's a step towards trying to better yourself and help you learn to love yourself more, but dont think you need to succeed in your plan to love yourself, you should already try to love who you are and know that by looking healthier its just another version of you to love. I used to feel guilty over my (what I deemed as) "weird" sexual interests but now I just think "so what"? its just what i like, doesnt matter what other people think, we're all sexual creatures anyways, we're the few that actually mate without the purpose of making offspring. I enjoy lollicon too, and so? it just turns me on, nothing I can do to change it. I'm not making or participating in live action lolicon porn so who cares? and as long as its not illegal, who cares? You just have to learn to adjust your attitude about, seriously people need to have a more open and careful attitude about fetishes while of course being appropriate to the setting.

>>17730946
I-is lolicon porn bad, desu?

>>17730946
is lolicon illegal in the u.s. or something?
can you get in trouble

>>17730946
Jesus christ dude they found your porn stash that's it, I guarantee they have masturbated to worse shit.

If it actually happened back in high school and you're not just trying to dodge a ban, they probably feel shitty for doing that and messing with you in a way specially if it changed you this much.

Loosen up and live life, you're making a huge deal out of something small.

>>17730946
If they are true friends then they will understand. Besides, your kinks are yours, so what if other people judge you for It? Have confidence in the things you want to stroke your dick at.

>>17730999
It depends on a person's viewpoint. As long as it quells your urge to stop assaulting 3D lolis then it's good. If you can't draw the line then it becomes bad.

>>17731014
Actually it is. Any depiction of children, drawn, faked, 3d, etc. is considered illegal in the US.

You realize that jerking off to that shit is really fucked up, right? I'm assuming you beat your meat to actual adults now? If not, there's your problem.
You're ashamed because you know you should be.

Obviously, the answer is to move on. So you need to move on, and that means no jerking off to cartoon children, you sick fuck. That MIGHT mean no porn whatsoever, and if so, it is what it is.

It's better to live honestly, unless living honestly means doing depraved harmful shit to yourself... and if you think that shit isn't harmful, look in the mirror, asshole, then at your life.


OK, so moving on means overcoming your obstacles. That means developing normal sexuality, which means doing whatever is necessary to quell self-destructive urges, and that's never a bad thing.

You might be a perfectly nice person, and while you fucked up with your friends, you need to be able to look at yourself in the mirror without disgust. You haven't actually touched a child, thank God. You have fucked up fantasies. Get over it however you can. That doesn't make you irredeemable, but it does make you desperately unhappy. Don't do things that you are ashamed of. With time, you'll be OK. Might take months, but so what? A healthy ego is important. Do things you can be proud of, rather than ashamed of.

>>17731730
that's just not true, anon

loli and shota are legal in the US

>>17731741
>You realize that jerking off to that shit is really fucked up, right?

...why?

It's not real lol

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>>17731736

That's good, and I figured about the absent father. Having positive male role models is so important, but for subtle shit it's not the same, of course.
>>17731740
I agree with most of this. Of course inappropriate touching is not something to be condoned. It's also not necessarily harmful per se. If I understand OP, the girl had a medical issue because of hygienic issues, not from the touching. Explaining to the kid exactly why this is wrong could very well be enough to ensure that it never happens again. Reporting him to a cop, as another poster suggested, is insane, based on the info OP provided.
Your last sentence is also the mark of a non-parent. There's no question of abuse that I could see. You want to see abuse? Send an innocent child to protective services.

As for other suggestions, like sending the boy to a shrink, I can't say. I'd hope this could be solved by good parenting, but parents would know best.

>>17731712
That's the problem when you feign normalcy. You end up running with a crowd that aren't true friends.