Why am I so prone to sexual deviancy? What do I do? Ever since

>>17720061
A big part is probably down to starting early, and porn for kids is always a bit bizarre but if you started with hardcore shit, the older you get, the more extremes you need.

Do you actually want to act on it? If not, no need to fucking worry.

I watched tons of rape porn and still like it but I have a hard time slapping my girlfriend when she asks me to and the thought of raping somebody disgusts me. So no harm done.

>>17720115
>Do you actually want to act on it?
No, absolutely 100% NO. It disgusts me to the core. The problem is that, being a moral person, even watching this shit is in a way co-opting these kinds of unacceptable behavior, but every time I keep coming back. I agree with you though, starting early with hardcore shit definitely fucked me up.

>>17720061
If you don't act on it, you should allow your conscience to be at least moderately clear. There's a huge difference between a pedophile and a child molester. While both of those things are fucking weird, only one of them is cancerous to the fabric of society.

These desires are symptoms of underlying emotional distress. Sex is such a release because it's a proxy for emotional and psychological issues within yourself.

Explore your mind anon.

>>17720061

be a man. sexuality is fluid, fun and meant to be explored. before rules existed we'd fuck women, lots of them, and we'd fuck men. we'd fuck girls, we'd fuck goats, we'd have sex with men even if we didnt like them jsut to show them we coudl over power them.

we'd get resistant boners as men raped us, or we'd just jerk off cuz we were bored while hunting. we'd fuck a hole in teh tree, a hole in the gorund, we'd fuck our sisters our brohters our wives, our brothers wives, our mothers, and our daughters and even our sons.

my point is that for the first time we have outlets that let us explore our sexuality wihtout harming others. so do it. dont harm others. be a man and control your urges around others but explore yourself, and own those urges. dont be scared. dont be disgusted.

I jacked off to younger guys being molested by grandpa, sitting on his lap, getting spankings, then licking grandpa balls.

no shame.