I need your help, im shaking, i fucking hate everything
I had this girlfriend for about 4 years and after a while I found out that she flirting with a lot of guys so i got really insecure with her and she didnt liked that so she broke up with me, I cried a lot, I couldnt even eat because I missed her, I even begged to her, cryied in the rain to get her back with me and she didnt even care, this was almost 2 months ago, but last night I got a message from her saying that she wants to get back together because she misses me, but that she knew a guy and they kissed and shit. and i just dont get how she forgot about me that quickly, how she could kiss another guy while i was begging to her to stay with me, she broke my heart but i really miss her, i just cant trust her, but that was the problem to begin with, what do i do, do i forgive her, do i stay away, she was everything to me, i fucking hate this i dont know why im such a pussy crying for this shit
>>17719108
English is shit because im on a phone and cant stop crying because im a fucking faggot
There's two things you can choose to believe and do.
1. That she loves you but was confused about what she wanted, (don't tell me you've never thought about being with someone else too), so she tried that, doesn't like it and realised she wants you, so get back together.
or
2. She thinks she can just leave you any time, has no respect for you, wanted to go off fucking other guys and suddenly realised shes bored of it now and wants a bitch boyfriend back so she comes to you
Man, being 14 must be so tough for you. You should maybe try dating other girls instead of feeding your dependency problems.
>>17719112
yep.
>>17719108
>>17719108
I know it sucks man but you really should just leave her. She might want you now but it is just because she got bored with the other guy. Think about it, you have been dating for so many years, and she just leaves you facedown on the ground. For what? A guy that never cared for her. Even though she loved the other guy, with time she realized how much of a douche he was. Imagine this, if the guy was very cool, kind and caring like you are, would she dump him too? She knew she had you and is currently using you. This is such a bad situation to be in for sure and I can understand the pain. But it would be best for you to just leave. If she has the chance she might dump you again. Sorry OP but you know what to do.