>have never been in love before
>meet grill start telling her "I love you"
> I dont.
> she starts telling me I love you
> continue you this lie for two years
> get sex, unconditional love
> I spend hundreds on her
> she does too
> ultimately my actions dont say I love you
> she leaves me in the end
> realise I loved her only after I lost her. so much so
> she is gone now. at the point of no return literally
How bad did I fuck up? am I a physchotic liar? will I burn in the deepest depths of hell?
You don't miss her, you miss the sex and not feeling alone. You don't need another person to complete you, and if you do you are a worthless piece of shit.
Might as well kill yourself to The Smiths
>>17717800
This.
Don't it always seem to go, that you don't know what you've 'til it's gone. You paved paradise and put up a parking lot.
>>17717159
Same shit here, for years I wasn't sure I meant it when I said I loved her, now that she's with someone else it hurts as if I did
>>17717800
>You don't need another person to complete you, and if you do you are a worthless piece of shit.
why do you say so? explain your thinking please, i really want to know
You're retarded, not psychotic.
>>17719698
will people actually explain and help me understand my situation. its not really helping just throwing meme words
>>17719710
It's all been said. You don't miss her, you miss the sex and not feeling alone. You took her for granted. Try not to do it again.