Existential crisis everyday denies me any kind of relationship

>Literally not knowing how to eat something, how to think about food, because I don't know the evolutionary history of the development of my throat/ stomach mucus

This comes across as some sort of shizo thing via how bizarre it is but then I know nothing

>>17713899

Existence is paradoxical
Existence is contradictory
Existence is unreasonable
Existence is dual
This is the truth of existence
But the truth beyond that
Is that this duality
Is an illusion
Existence is an illusion
And as part of this illusion
We feel lonely
When we know we are everything

I am not trying to mock you right now, rather I am adding to my op

>>17713880
Uh, have you thought of visiting a shrink?
This strikes me as schizo/add/ocd or something. I mean, this level of intrusive thoughts is not good at all.

>>17714006
just having an existential crisis everyday, about different things- varied from me not being political- because i don't know enough about history of philosophy/ethic to confidently be like, yes this person is right, when there could have been an important enough flaw in their lineage

>>17713880
>But when I was younger I also felt pretty lonely

You tend to find (actual) loners to be very self-reflective, due to the fact they don't partake in day to day life, so random deep questions flood their thoughts.

>>17714021
Yeah, you could use one. Toodles.

>>17714024
I just feel really lonely. boohoo

>>17714056
I've wondered (kek) whether this existential crises where meant to weed out the losers from the gene pool but modern society prevents that from happening.

>>17714136
I didn't really have to say existential crisis, I regret saying that. could've called it.... understanding crisis. Lol.

>>17713880
google human evolution, maybe understanding that more will help.

>>17714147
thanks you

>>17713880
Just wait a few hours, the drugs will wear off and you'll feel better.

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>>17715001
yeah lol fuck (You)

I have never messed with harder drgs but I have been considering ayahuasca