Coming to terms with the fact that i will never be loved

I seen people who have disabilities, who are were really fat and ugly get significant others, why can't you? It is because of you negative pathetic atitude of yours. I bet those girls were interested but saw how much of a door mat you were to lose interest.

See a therapist with your faggot ass to hopefully fix the beta.

>>17700593
thanks for at least replying. but you're not getting my point here. i'm done. i'm sick of trying over an over again. don't want to watch the same shitty film knowing that it's shit. i didn't ask for advice on how to get the girls and shit. i can get the ones i don't like. so many times i had the chance to bang chicks most people only dream of. but like i said i can't just bring myself to like someone easily. i just want to stop worrying about being single and move on to something else that is productive. i want to spend time on my hobbies without feeling sad about how fucked up my relationship history is.

>>17700620

Were you sexually assaulted when you were younger or something? I don't understand how a male in his 20s is turned off by meeting women and having relationships with them?

>>17700626

I'm not turned off. My body and mind are functioning very well and i just want to close the relationship page in my life for good but i can't. And I don't see how that's related to being sexually assaulted as a kid.

>>17700628

Wanting to close the relationship page in your life for good isn't healthy. As I said, see a therapist because that is abnormal. A man doesn't say he never wants to have a relationship for women in his life unless something traumatic happened in his life in the past.

>>17700620
ok well first off, your relationship history isn't a 'fucked' as you think it is. That's beside the point.

Go to a shrink regardless, and that's the best advice you'll get. Poke holes all you want, but that's all I got. Also some shrinks suck, some don't. Find one you like.

>>17700635
he's being dramatic and wanting to be a robot. Honestly it's pretty embarrassing you're posting this at 25 years old.

>>17700635
who said i didn't want to have a relationship at all? i do. i still do. but knowing something or someone will surely ruin everything whenever i have a chance with someone makes me think it won't work at all. this is what happened ever since i started making moves and all. and finally i gave up. not that i want to. hell i feel bad and wish i had one myself whenever i see a couple with a kid. but like i said, i don't believe i won't make anything work so it's best i quit and do something more productive instead of wasting time on thinking how alone i am. i just don't want to hurt myself anymore know what i'm saying?

>>17700670
i'm not being dramatic and definitely don't want to become a robot. i just want to find an easy way to control my feelings.

i really don't think it has something to do with the kind of the person i am because all my friends at least once told me they're glad having me as their friend. and it hurts when i do my best and keep being honest but always lose it because of something that happens that is out of my control before i can finally seal the deal. it's always been like this. and i want to give up. but i can't. knowing this will happen all over again, i can't stop trying thinking it won't happen this time. but it does. and i don't want to hurt myself anymore. is this too much to ask?

>>17700678

>but knowing something or someone will surely ruin everything whenever i have a chance with someone makes me think it won't work at all. this is what happened ever since i started making moves and all. and finally i gave up. not that i want to. hell i feel bad and wish i had one myself whenever i see a couple with a kid. but like i said, i don't believe i won't make anything work so it's best i quit and do something more productive instead of wasting time on thinking how alone i am. i just don't want to hurt myself anymore know what i'm saying?

Can someone decipher this crap? Wtf is he talking about?