Why do you sell your own life to yourself with every coming day? Why do you rise with the sun and choose to fight another day?
Why do you stay relevant and alive?
>>17680785
I even know anymore
cause something cool could happen
Pure habit.
because my parents are in their 70s and they'd never recover if I died before them
pretty sure husband would be bummed too
You know how when you're someplace far away and you run multiple errands or do some fun stuff because you won't be back again or you won't be back for awhile?
I feel like life is one big "might as well do it while I'm here". I'm going to spend most of my existence as non sentient nothingness. Life is a bit of nothingness' excursion into being something for a little trip.
May as well get it while im out.
Life is pretty enjoyable when you're constantly phasing between drunk and speedballing
Right now it's to find a reason
>>17680785
Tomorrow I'm going to get up early and go get a sausage biscuit before work. That has me exciting. Not sure about Wednesday though.
I literally just live for my mother pretty much. I know it would devastate her if I killed myself or anything along those lines so I just suck it up.
>>17680785
Workaholic
7-4 schedule
Sometimes I have to do overtime to work on something, but no overtime pay and they don't pay enough in salary/bonuses for me to be as dedicated as I am...