Why do other people get to be happy? every day i want to kill

>Why do other people get to be happy
There's one problem. Everyone should be able to be happy, here's a bump

>>17672543
Sounds like you need therapy

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>>17672543

>the other part of me knows I'll never enjoy anything

false, you dont want to enjoy anything.

you know those girls from tumblr who insist that they are the most opressed individuals in the entire world? and you sit there wondering 'how can someone be so dumb as to think that for no fucking reason?'.

well you are the male version of that. you are the depressed 4channer who thinks that your pain is intrinsic. you are a tragic hero in your own story who has to deal wiht the burden of life.

you can't let yourself be happy because depression, you don't know who you are anymore. you have nothing to define you. you have nothing that makes you special. without it you're just another normie. but when you are depressed you can pretend like you are more depressed than any one else. like you're the one guy in the world the universe chose to take a dump on.

this probably stems from a positive experience believe it or not. as a kid, something bad happened. you were sad, you were bullied, something bad happened.

then someone comforted you. likely a girl, or your mother. someone treated you like you were special simply for experiencing a hardship. and now you chase that high. you feel it even when its not there now, validation for being sad.

once you break down that wall of wanting to be sad, and realize that you can be someone special beyond the sadness, thats when you can start to find happiness. its scary, because its new. but you'll actually get to be happy so its very worth it.

start by going out and doing something you want to do, something you'd enjoy. if your answer to this is 'I DONT LIKE ANYTHING' then you still have some growing to do, and some ego to elt go of.

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>>17672543

Everybody knows what to do. When you say ''I think I should change my life style...'' you do have a clear idea of what to do. Everybody does, unless they are unbelievable dumb and naive.

You don't do it because you are not only wasting too much time here, you are lazy and will attribute your lack of success and ''drive'' to depression.

>>17672543
See >>17671708 the other anon left some good steps

I spent a lot of time learning more about science thinking I'd find meaning to this life. I gave up on religion along time ago. There is no meaning as far as I can tell. My trick to keep from losing my mind: Find hobbies you enjoy to keep your mind busy. Get a job you are enthusiastic about and love doing. Watch comedy every now and then. Try to think positive and surround yourself with positive people.