How do I accept the fact that I'm going to die alone without

iunno, i'd just go do donuts and sideshow around my city. And when pulled over, tell the cops to fuck off and show em the doc's paperwork.

>>17658121
I'd refuse chemo and just try and do whatever exotic activities I still can
And do a lot of drugs

Not really sure how bad stage two is with chemo these days.

I don't know if it's possible. But maybe take out some huge loans that no one has to pay if you die. Then take a cruise and fuck some top class whores.

Maybe go full Diogenes or something.

Go to China and join this clinical trial. Could end up saving your life and curing your lung cancer.

>http://www.nature.com/news/chinese-scientists-to-pioneer-first-human-crispr-trial-1.20302

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>>17658121
If you're likely to die in either case, not do chemo and have as much fun as you can, and do some - better yet, A LOT - of things you want to do.

You also make me think of this article I read a couple days ago.
http://www.boredpanda.com/90-year-old-woman-road-trip-cancer-treatment-miss-norma/

Go to the next presidential debate and assassinate Trump AND Clinton. You will save the US and go down in history. The ultimate legacy.

>>17658697
+1

>>17658697
This would be one hell of a debate

>>17658700
Im with dubs

>>17658121
Mr. White, is that you?

All memes aside, read "Meditations" by Marcus Aurelius, practice stoicism.

At least tell/message your family man, dont leave them completely in the dark, unless theyre complete pieces of shit

>>17658697
Well, youre complicit now, well played.

>>17658121
Travelling can be quite the experience, do a world tour, meet different people, see different cultures, see the sun rise and set on different landscapes and continents and drink it in.

>>17658121
We're all alone anyway, and all legacies are just fragile, impermanent fabrications put up by vain little monkeys.
The pyramids are slowly crumbling, the sun is burning through its fuel and countless billions of humans have come and gone, and will continue to come and go, without ever meeting or even thinking of you.
Everything is pointless in the end- the only meaning to be found is what meaning you find yourself. (A very valuable thing)
So you shouldn't take it too badly when things don't pan out. It's merely happening earlier than it would have.
Instead just adjust your expectations and keep living your life however you see fit.


If you still want advice though....go see your family, and get a second opinion before foregoing the chemo.

>>17658121
fuckloads of dmt and psychedelics, also heroin and mdma probably

>it will just fuel their resentment
What kind of a shitty family do you have OP that fucking LUNG CANCER isn't a good enough reason for them to reconcile.

>>17658270
That's no ordinary lung cancer but stage two SCLC which means it's pretty fucking bad.

OP not sure whether you care about politics or not but maybe you could do a lot worse than something crazy like >>17658697 if you still have the strength for it.

That sucks OP, if I had cancer these are the steps id take

>quit job
>take massive loans
>fuck bitches
>spend as much time w family and friends
>travel
>try new drugs
>enjoy my days before being confined to a hospital bed

Good luck OP

>>17658121
>I haven't spoken to my family after having a falling out several years ago
What did they do, rape you?