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just bitching. 2016-10-10 20:57:05 Post No. 17657621
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just bitching. Anonymous 2016-10-10 20:57:05 Post No. 17657621 [Report]

I'm just bitching into the ether her.
I feel fucking useless.
I'm a burden to my wife, one day ill be an embarrassment to my son and if I wasn't a father i think I'd be dead right now. I'd kill myself.
I'm tired of feeling like a burden to everyone around me. I'm tired of feeling like shit for feeling like shit. I'm just so fucking tired. I want to reset. I want to see what's next, and if it's nothing then I won't give a shit because I'll be nothing.
But I've created a life and I must tend to it. I can't continue the cycle. I can't let my son lose a father like I did.

Anonymous 2016-10-10 21:01:20 Post No.17657633
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Anonymous 2016-10-10 21:01:20 Post No.17657633 [Report]

It's not as bad as you think anon. You need to be strong for that kid. Trust me it'll be OK in the end you just need to be strong

Anonymous 2016-10-10 21:01:52 Post No.17657637
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Anonymous 2016-10-10 21:01:52 Post No.17657637 [Report]

Sounds like you could use a holiday.

Anonymous 2016-10-10 21:14:28 Post No.17657666
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Anonymous 2016-10-10 21:14:28 Post No.17657666 [Report]

I could use a wife that doesn't ask "why are we together" every time we argue
I could use a wife who doesn't call me pathetic for being depressed
I could use fucking antidepressants
I need a lot of things

Anonymous 2016-10-10 21:16:14 Post No.17657673
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Anonymous 2016-10-10 21:16:14 Post No.17657673 [Report]

>>17657633
I know I need to be wrong. He will never know how hard it is for me to cling to life. If I hadnt lost a father and have the perspective I have maybe I'd be dead..I just..really want to give up.

Anonymous 2016-10-10 22:22:44 Post No.17657846
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Anonymous 2016-10-10 22:22:44 Post No.17657846 [Report]

Anon, please tell me, what's wrong exactly? I get that you're depressed, that's pretty obvious, but are you seeing a doctor about it? Did anything in particular happen? How's your life generally right now?

Anonymous 2016-10-11 00:57:44 Post No.17658279
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Anonymous 2016-10-11 00:57:44 Post No.17658279 [Report]

>>17657846
My wife argues with me at every turn. I've been depressed for months and we cant afford for me to send anyone becausey wife needs to see one or our marriage falls apart. And I'm the primary caretaker for.our 11 month old son

Anonymous 2016-10-11 02:38:10 Post No.17658565
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Anonymous 2016-10-11 02:38:10 Post No.17658565 [Report]

Your marriage IS falling apart. No denial about it. I'm sorry I'm saying it. However, if your wife says you're a mess and won't stand for you in your most needed moment, then she's not playing her part. You should really look for a doctor. I know it hurts, having a little kid and all.
What do you work with? If your wife can't stand for you, tell your boss. Tell someone you are in real need of doctors. Seek help, you need it for the child.

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