im done

>>17646759
Do something useful with your life. Start volunteering, focus on your studies, or find a job you like.
Meet new friends. Socialise more - classes, hobbies, team sports, volunteering like I said.
Seek therapy if you can.

>>17646759

Usually growing older helps with teenage angst notably. Come back in a few years and let's try this again.

>>17646759
>he fell for the /fit/ meme
Every time.

>>17646771
Yeah i thought getting fit would improve my life, but in fact the better i look the worse i feel

I'm exactly like this, minus 2 details: I'm still a virgin and have a true friend who I know since 1st grade elementary.
I usually feel the same, but the fact that I can share it with my friend makes everything 100x better. I suggest you get good friends somehow, maybe on the web, that'll solve some of your problems.
I won't repeat what others wrote here already. But if nothing works to make you feel better, join a pmc force or the army. I'm not joking, I know lots of ex-military or off-deployment troopers and mercs from my airsoft team, most of them enlisted at a young age because they hated their life and loved combat and they are some of the most fulfilled people I know. You have the physical competence I guess, just like me. I have this as a last resort.

I'm exactly like what you explained OP, just 2 minor details: I'm virgin and I have a true friend.
Being constantly depressed and not having anyone to help you must be shitty. I suggest to get actual friends, maybe from the internet or a sports club/gym.
Life is hard without friends, and we live for a long fking time m8.

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>>17646828
Seems like my phone made a doublepost. But my captcha was invalid? Weird.