Growing up without your friends/Being yourself vs Being an adult

>>17640063
>I love to scream because I can't get physical
You've traded one problem for another.

>Screaming funny nonsense helps relieve stress
Do it in private, not public

>The group is trying to socially excel themselves in life, and I never cared about that ever.
If they have ambitions in life and you don't there isn't much you can do about it.

>>17640063
>I am a lot to handle, I am a wild man
I'm sorry, I legit laughed in the middle of a library

You quite possibly have autism.

Screaming to relieve stress is not socially acceptable behaviour. If you look around at what other people are doing, copy them.

If you can't do this, get some help

Consider finding a group of social outcasts that will tolerate you. Make new friends.

>>17640063
calm down

Basically, long story short. change parts of your behavior.
think about it, when child stops pooping himself, he is kinda forced to do it, yet its a good change.
you can change some stuff about yourself, like if you dont wash often enough do it, if you wear shitty style change it. make sure to understand there're personal perks (like religion, music taste etc) and there're things that you should simply learn if you wanna be treated like a human being, like not shitting your pants and not screaming like a fucking caveman in the public.

>>17640187
>>17640190
>>17640192
>>17640218

ok, so no screaming anymore. That's fine. But what about returning to my friends? How I am I supposed to be myself if I am just a tame pup that doesn't scream? How am I supposed to have dignity without being myself? How am I supposed to say" i deserved it" when it's just society forcing its way on me?

>>17640257
Having dignity for you means ''screaming''. Jesus Christ dude, read some fucking books about socializing. Like, I wouldn't like you near me either. Don't you read what you're saying? You're fucking embarrassing them.
You must change not for them, but for you and for your own well being. I don't think this ''screaming'' and ''bad behavior'' of yours brings you any advantage in this group you're hanging out with, so why would you still be like that? It's not them, it's you. You don't want to change because YOU think you're being yourself and original by behaving the way you do, but you're not. You will never be accepted by society if you act like that. Good luck growing up, old child.