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fear and guilt

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A year ago I tried getting into a bit of loli shit to hide the fact within myself that I'm bisexual. I thought being a weolirdo would be better than accepting that I'm bisexual. Last year September, I lost my mind on weed edibles abd embraced my gay side by fapping to adult futa tentacle porn and fantasizing about being a bottom. I felt horrified at these thoughts and tried even more to fap to loli even tho my strongest faps were with my bi fantasies. I stopped after feeling guilty about the loli. I haven't fapped to loli since late January - early February. I fully accepted I was bisexual in April, but I still feel guilt about the loli. It's a chapter in my life I wish to erase. Even tho I'm not aroused by loli or ever truly was ( whenever I fap I imagine traits of my thic girlfriend in them. It's been that way fir the past 2 years.), I still feel ashamed. I Cant even fully Enjoy My Favorite comics like punisher or ghost rider without feeling guilt or fear, since despite my personality, my past indicates that I'm no different than the villains they kill. I don't want to feel evil. I feel like my soul has been forever tainted by a year ago.

Tl; DR I feel guilty about fapping to loli even tho I did it to hide my bisexuality.
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>>17593861
>that shit-soup of text

Quit watching porn.
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>>17593893

Pretty much this. This is textbook fetish escalation, you're probably not even bisexual desu.
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>>17593901
>>17593893
I fap to traps and a few men.
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You were fapping to drawings, there's no reason to feel guilty.

Also you should probably do nofap.
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>>17593917
But I like gay hentai. I have no problem with fapping to gay hentai and fat women. My problem is that I never even enjoyed myself with loli and I don't get off to it but I still feel guilty. It's sonething I can't just erase
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>>17593917
I found that I didn't even need nofap, it was noporn that helped.

Jerkin it relieves the sexual frustration, and we've been doing that since the beginning of time.
Porn is where the disease lies. Crazy fantasies, unrealistic women, extreme scenarios and instant gratification make porn extremely damaging to your sexual health.
It's like crack for your cock.. at first it's incredible, then it gets to be normal, and then at some point you find you can't function without it and are watching an 18 year old chained up getting ravaged and pissed on by 8 black dudes in masks, which is pretty mild compared to a lot of stuff.

Meanwhile, jerking off, you think of that one girl that you could have fucked in HS but didn't because she was your best friend's ex.
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Whhy do you think you're bi? Do you crush on guys out in the real world or are you just obsessed with porn dicks?
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>>17593944
I fap to a lot of cocks. I even imagine force sucking futa or trap cock
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>Tl; DR I feel guilty about fapping to loli even tho I did it to hide my bisexuality.

You shouldn't feel guilty for having thoughts. Also, it's something you did in the past but don't do any more. That's fine. I mean, really fine.
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Don't feel guilty, embrace who you are. Laugh it off and don't worry about it. Loli is cartoons, not actual children. No one got hurt.
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>>17593990
>>17593960
>>17593931
>>17593917
>>17593901
>>17593893
Well if you guys say so
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>>17593947

>>17593947
>>17593947

Me too. I love self inserting as girls being raped by gross men with smelly cocks, but for whatever reason I'm not attracted to guys like I am with girls, I just like fapping to dicks! Instead of using loli to cover it up I'd just switch to the male role at the last second to avoid a guilty orgasm.

I consider myself bi-curious, but it'll probably remain that way for life since I think these fantasies are gross once I cum to my senses. What are you gonna do about your
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>>17594007
Feel happy and confident with yourself and move on to improve yourself. Fap to what you like, but try to fap to the thought of people in real life instead of porn. It's probably better for you too and more fun in some ways.
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