Be me, visiting sister.
>5 yr old niece runs up to me and hugs my leg.
>I tired soo hard to ignore more my urges and be a good person but I failed.
>I felt ashamed and akward.
How do I handle these situations better?
that sounds like you did something to her.
if you did, kill yourself. trash.
>>17590376
No I didn't. I just got a boner which I feel terrible about.
wear a cup
>>17590382
okay, there is still hope for you then anon. if you are seriously concerned, i think you should go and speak to a professional while you're ahead.
i've been in a similar situation, where my nieces have been on my lap and shit and it crossed my mind that it could be like "oh no, what if i'm attracted to children and this gives me a boner". but nothing happened, didn't even get a boner
if you're getting a boner from a hug on the leg, please talk to a professional on how to manage your thoughts/urges/whatever.
>>17590382
The fact that you're fighting urges means you've already lost the battle. Kill yourself and get it over with.
Anybody without a mental defect would not care because even a simple brush could cause an erection. It's job is to be ready at a moment's notice. If you make a big deal about it rather than just, y'know, adjusting your pantline, then you're a sicko.