Hi /adv/! 27, male, /fit/ I lived over a 1/4 of a century and

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Hi /adv/!

27, male, /fit/
I lived over a 1/4 of a century and it is time to change something fundamentally. I want adv to one specific topic.

story:
>got mobbed frequently in school over several years
>i think this is the root of my "dilemma"
>became a metal nerd, with long hair who was grinding Diablo 2 like fuck
>living the r9k-dream
>after school, job with lowend payment
>still nerd gamer
>wants more money
>stops working to achieve the right degree to join university
>still nerd gamer
>joins university
>still gamer, started /fit/, always smash myself with alkohol while partying
>while at university, become sick fuark /fit/zen, stopped gaming in the end and got a decent haircut
>got my MEng
>now i am seeking employment, but soon i will get a decent job, but i'm currently broke

So what is missing? Yeah, never had gf, sex, neither had much contact to girls.
VCard is still on me.

Had in the meantime 3 horrible experiences in bed with girls, who lit dropped me, cuz i didn't know what i was doing.
Flirting and kissing somehow works for me, but in bed my autism wins.
So whats the best way to get some sex experiences without humiliating myself?
Hookers are currently not possible, due to financial situation.