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sadness is my boyfriend 2016-09-16 16:18:51 Post No. 17574498
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i'm jealous of my friend. she's younger than me, amazingly beautiful, and married with gorgeous kids already. and everything always seems to work out for her. her husband just got fired from his new job where he'd be making like $20k every month, and instead of being like depressed and moody like you'd think he's crazy happy and now he's all over her. it makes me a little uncomfortable as i'm not used to all the touchy feely shit and he wrestles her and playfully bites and slaps her ass and stuff.
somehow this made me incredibly depressed. like crazy depressed. which is entirely unreasonable, but it happened. plus the weather's changing. summers are when i'm happy and awesome, and the cold months bring depression and a lot of self-hatred.
it bothers me that i'll never have what she has. i want to be loved and playfully thrown around and borderline abused in bed. but i'm not bouncy and happy and i don't attract that kind of person. my life kinda sucks in general.
the solution is probably to shut the fuck up and keep trying my best, but it's hard. slipping into a serious depression again. therapy and medication never seems to work. the only time i start to get better is when i reach a point where i decide, "fuck it," and get moving again. it's hard to get there. lack of motivation and depression do not mix well.
maybe i'll always be the sad girl.
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>>17574498
You strike me as a fat chick. While looks aren't everything, they do play a role. My dick isn't going to get hard if I have no attraction whatsoever to you.
That said, maybe your personality needs work too. I've dated chicks I wasn't particularly attracted to physically because I liked their personality so much, that made them attractive in my eyes.
Either way, unless you have some horrible disfigurement outside of your control, the problem is 100% you and could be fixed if you weren't a lazy self hating retard.
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>>17574498
>therapy and medication never seems to work.
try accepting what is , meditate
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFr_zQCUMD4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaNO09cPS6c&spfreload=1
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>>17574557
Sadly this
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The first comment really ins't helping is it ;)
I'm a bloke but I feel like I'm in a pretty similar position in a few senses. You're not the only one
I assume you've looked up practice flirting online. You should. Perhaps get Tinder just for the practice, it's a nice anonymous way of doing it
The most important parts are to not take anything too seriously. I know, that can be very hard. I've always struggled with it, it takes a lot of practice if it's not how you're wired
but it's the essence of an adorable relationship
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Other times I feel really happy, and even like euphoric. it can be a calm euphoria.
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well, we all have dreams.
it's a good thing yours are still coloured and visible. :)
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