Apathy

>>17567773

sometimes you dont realize how much something means to you until you dont have it.

take a break. take a vacation. even if you cant stop wroking take a break from everythign else with the intent. its al ot different than saying 'i want to work on stuff' and then sitting there thinking about how you should be but arent.

just take a break from it all. at least a week. then seee what you miss.

also try new stuff.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYFI_z7SxSI

I know how you feel, I work because I need to work but there is little to satisfaction. My hobbies feel alien to me and often I have no idea why I'm doing them at all. I just autopilot trough the week

Just such a lost feeling not knowing who I truly am and what I truly want. I feel only a constant pressure to keep up appearances. Do you also feel that whenever you are creating for a hobby or something that in no way can make you money it then feels like a waste of time?

>>17567773
Travel as many places as you can. Help the world become better.

>>17568047
Pretty much exactly this. Im doing the job because im scared of how quitting will look on my resume and affect further job applications as well as people's opinions of me (especially my parents).
I think the reason my hobbies seem so daunting now is because i lack the energy to do them which has in turn hit my self confidence pretty hard.
The root cause of all of this seems to be the sheer amount of uncertainty in my life at the moment. I don't know where im going, what i want to do or why. I have no desire to do anything and have started to actively avoid human contact outside of work.

>>17568471
I've been feeling this way for a couple years. I don't have any advice because my situation hasn't changed. But wanted to respond to let you know you're not alone.