College

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Background story

>be me, just moved into the big city for college like 10 days ago
>basically been living the neet life for 2 years before going here
>live in a cabin with 5 other people cause there is nothing else available
>hate it
>classes are hard
>my feet hurt
>tfw no transportation
>beginning feelings of an hero
>big party at night, after greeting new classmates
>4000 people in the same place, lines at the bars are like 50 ft long
>bartenders suck cockular hole, and are very slow
>should be impossible to get drunk
>get drunk
>apparently shittalk a girl (and some other guy from the introduction) who's in my class' family straight to her face without knowing. Didn't know this before now.
>can't remember that well, but i still think she misunderstood me
>2 nights ago, another party, a lot smaller
>hate and misery starting to decline, feelings of an hero also declining
>actually having fun
>night is about to end
>some guy mentions to me that i apparently said nasty things about her family
>i confront her, while drunk, say that i am deeply sorry and i can't even remember that i said it.
>cry a bit in public bar
>only her and the two guys seems to notice (one was the guy who's family i apparently also shittalked about, other was the one who mentioned it to me)
>try to seem very sad even though in the moment i wasn't really
>she says it's ok and that we could start from scratch
>she doesn't look like she means it
>actually quiet depressed and sad at this moment
>go home
>wake up
>strong feelings of an hero for the last two days
>hate everything

What do guys? Its been like 10 days, and i'm already failing everything at college.
I fucked it up with the girl at the very first day.
I suck at what i am studying at
I don't like the city
I hate living with 5 other people
Strong feelings of an hero.

Halp