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I think I may be turning into an asshole. Or a bad person. Whatever. I'm not exactly sure why I think this, anyone I ask about this subject seems to think otherwise - but you all know how friends and family will sugarcoat and such such. My brother seems to think that the only reason I believe this is because I have low self-esteem. And honestly he's one of the last people i'd expect to lie to me, seeing as how he's a pretty blunt and for the most part honest guy. Plus he's never been afraid to tell me when he has any issue with me, so that's something.
Anyway, over time I just feel like i've been becoming more pessimistic, and I don't like it. I can't really come up with any examples of me being mean to anyone, but I still feel as if I don't do good enough. As if i'm always letting down people around me or just fucking up their live by being there. No i'm not kidding, I really just give more of a shit about what other people feel than what I do. I don't really think that I get bothered by to much anyway, so it's fine, but I don't want to be inadvertantly going around treating people poorly.
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I'm 18, so is it because i'm some sorta angsty fuck with no life experience or something of the sort? I've heard the opinion that what you're like as an 18 year old is what you shall remain as for the rest of your life - being that the early years of adulthood heavily influence the rest of your life. But i've also heard the opinion that 18 still counts as some dumbass kid how has no idea what they are doing yet, and that who I truly am as a person will show itself soon enough.
But i've really got no idea.
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I tend to lose sympathy to those who [really] do something wrong to me.
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Therapy is your best bet mate.
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How do ya figure that?
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It's built up aggression turning into bitterness. You have to let it out.
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