I hope this doesn't come off as impulsive anxiety, but I need to get it off my chest and get some other opinions on this, and this seemed like the best place. People on this board are generally honest, so thanks for anything you have to offer.
Anyway, my girlfriend's birthday was last Saturday. We haven't gone all the way yet, but recently started hopping bases.
I'll keep this as SFW as possible:
>I helped her to finish once with my hands
>I then ejaculated on her butt
>just a little bit seemed runny and sort've dripped down her buttcheek into her crack
>I wiped it all up the best I could with some tissues
>we chilled for awhile, and since it was her birthday, I brought her to orgasm twice more with just my hands
>penetration of any kind with our genitals never took place
Fastforward to today, and I stumbled across an article talking about ways to get pregnant. It contained all kinds of stuff about how long sperm can live after hitting the air (up to 5 days), how sperm is made to fight and travel to the egg, how female fluids help sperm to travel up to the egg, etc.
My overthinking brain of course jumps to the worst conclusion.
>She was at the end of her period
>here was a lot of fluid coming from her
>that little bit of semen did drip down her crack
>I have no idea how far, but you never know
>of course then more fluid was released the two more times I fingered her
>she is on birth control, but you never know
/adv/ am I just completely being autistic on this? I know the chances are slim, but idk I can't get that feeling out of my stomach.
That fear of life being so drastically changed. We are both just 19. Should I worry at all?
Any advice you can offer at all is greatly appreciated.
>don't worry
>decide what you would do if it was the case
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>penetration of any kind with our genitals never took place
>she is on birth control
>/adv/ am I just completely being autistic on this?
do they teach you faggots nothing in school?
>>17533491
no, unless she's having intercourse with another guy
Don't worry about it, anon, you're fine. It's safe, she's on birth control.
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Thanks everybody, I know it'd an extraneous circumstance, it's just that stranger things have happened you know?
We both come from conservative families, especially hers, that would lose their minds if we got pregnant. It also leaves abortion out of the equation. We are both against it, and so are our families, and my gf is especially, so there is not getting around having the child.
Just freaks me out. My mom had my oldest sister when she was 16 so I've seen what it can do to people's lives. It all worked out in the end, but man was it rough for my mom.