How do I stop hating myself and drinking so much?
Look at yourself in the mirror. Is that the you that you want to be? Make it the you that you want.
>>17531149
I don't want to be anyone.
I want to be a houseplant.
>>17531154
Then be one, lol
You fucking resolve to do better. Think of the sober but happy asshole you want to be, and at each decision consider if that's what that asshole would do. Then act accordingly.
>>17531196
That's really not possible.