I need to get a grip

>>17523142
move on already pham.

Did you go to her funeral by any chance? You should have seen a therapist and then said your goodbyes at the funeral.

>>17523142

Took the easy way out, eh?

How'd she do it?

>>17523142
OP, honestly, you need to fucking let go. Like just stop letting shit matter. In life you'll go through all kinds of different shit, and none of it's supposed to last forever. My advice: move, and start reading up on buddhism. No need to convert, but there are some interesting ideas that could help you get through this.

>>17523142
That sucks, opee.

Even though it's been three years I don't think seeking out a new relationship would be a good idea - perhaps counseling like >>17523166 suggested, or just trying new things and trying to make some platonic friends.

I think it's often little things like this that can bring you out of a funk.

>>17523142
I am sorry for your loss, and for your being blamed. Do you know why they blame you? I'm not saying their reasoning is any good -it probably isn't- but it would be useful to know.

Have you seen a grief counselor yet? If not, you may want to consider it. They specialize in this sort of thing. You are not alone.

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>>17523142
>fiance
>her

Death spared her from a life with your stupid ass

>>17523283
Easy to say, not easy to do. The suicide of someone you love dearly is something that will stick with you for years, particularly if people are blaming you for it. Have some fucking compassion.