>Be autistic
>I have a disorder where I think of numbers in reverse
>Black out when under stress so I can't drive
>Math is nearly impossible for me
>Doing college, becomes clear my math scores aren't good
>I study all the time to the point it's unhealthy.
>Get paranoid
>Practice daily. My Autism is kicking in.
>Work out daily. I've become obsessed with working out. It's the only thing that feels certain in my life. When I feel the blood rushing through my arms I know nobody can take that away from me.
>Do charity work on weekends.
>My Dad is spineless and I scare him. My Mom wants me to find God and pray daily.
>I mean well, pretty extroverted and confident.
>Everyday when I eat alone I think back to childhood and how I was always alone...
>I think visually, can't get the girl of my dreams out of my mind. Shame I never met someone like her.
Should I just end it all? My parents side if I fail college I have no hope for the future and that this is my last chance at life.
If u like working out, look into becoming a personal trainer or maybe major in nutrition.
> Also, I just because you have a learning disability, doesn't make u autistic. Baser on your personal description, I don't think u even know what it even remotely means to have autism.
>>17520932
>My parents side if I fail college I have no hope for the future and that this is my last chance at life.
Why do people always undermine blue collar labor?
>>17520932
wow umm have you just tried beeing yourself? I heard that works well. As people always say on here if you are honest with yourself and outgoing eventually you will find a girl who is compatible with you. No doubt this goes for jobs and everything else in life too!
become a teacher of gym class.
>>17520932
Several separate points:
For your academic problems, your school is probably required to help you work around them, like giving you extra time on exams or giving you stress-free environments.
Most of your other issues have one thing in common - a tendency toward obsessiveness. Get some counselling (not extreme psychoanalysis) in how to do things in moderation and in proper proportions to each other.