im 20 and I finally got my own appartment. I moved in 3 days ago, its still quite empty here, I h avent bought much. All i have is a desk and a bed, and of course kitchen stuff to survive, so im in the stage of buying myself some nice things to decorate with.
Some weird feeling is creeping up on me, and I dont like it.
I mean, I should be happy, i have a fulltime job, a huge circle of good friends and nice hobbies, but since i moved out I feel scared, or something. I sometimes have small anxiety attacks, and ive NEVER had those before.
What is this feeling? Why am i feeling so upset? Its almost like i feel abandoned, but im not.
>>17515218
real anxiety attacks or ur just feeling anxious? do you know the difference? cuz when i first had an anxiety attack i didnt know i was having one.
either way, ur nervous cuz of whats going on, the next step. take a shot, go to bed, and you will get used to it.
its like the first day at work or school. always super exciting and nervous. than two weeks in everything feels tooooo casual
>>17515218
It's just the first time you've been responsible for everything and it's going to feel odd. Completely natural. Just keep making the space your own and try to enjoy it.
I had a similar experience, plus a breakup at the same time. Moving out is not easy, OP. You're right. The terror is real.
This is normal. Embrace the feeling. You're still quite young and it's the first time for you to be 100% alone in a flat. Make it your own by decorating it. Throw a housewarming and ask your friends to bring pictures of you together so you can put them up. You can also ask for decoration, small things. Make the place cozy with lights or candles or blankets, whatever you might be into. Invite friends over and make memories in the flat. You'll get better faster than you'll notice. The most important part is to not be afraid of that feeling. Feel it, work your way through it, because it's normal.
Probably the appartment is haunted
>>17515218
>20
>finally got my own apartment
>finally
I'm 22 and still at home you ungrateful ass.
>>17515741
I had my own place for a while but I had to move back home. I will be heading out of here by the end of January one way or another, though.